December 2011
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We all have moments that make us feel as if the world’s crushing us. Moments where family tensions grow high, where anger gets the better of us, and where our inner demons shine through. The demons that say: “you’re not good enough”, “you’re not like them”, or “they never really cared”.
It’s at those moments that we must address...
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“Gradually the awful truth dawns on you: that Santa Claus was just the tip of the...”
– Skippy Dies: a novel, Paul Murray.
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Creation #2
In this universe the creation of matter is spontaneous at best. There are no laws governing its creation or destruction: matter is just as easily destroyed as it is created. In such those who live have learned that all things—including themselves—are nothing but spontaneity in the tangible form; they have no present, past, or future. They pursue no loves, no careers, or no desires and...
Anonymous asked: Me too. i love having a shelf full of books. I think this little thing isn't going to help me with that. :/
Anonymous asked: So I stated using my new kindle and i'm not feeling it. To be quite honest, cuddling with a real book is so much better.
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“If someone told me to write a book on morality, it would have a hundred pages...”
– Albert Camus (via azspot)
Anonymous asked: I'm sorry what's become of everything. I know a lot of it is my fault. You know who I am, Cole. Just think. Who do you know that would talk to you via tumblr ask because she's too damn afraid to actually communicate with you?
Anonymous asked: I'm sorry
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On my rehabilitation
Michelle Bachmann: ”Don’t misunderstand. I am not here bashing people who are homosexuals, who are lesbians, who are bisexual, who are transgender. We need to have profound compassion for people who are dealing with the very real issue of sexual dysfunction in their life and sexual identity disorders.” (2004)
I’ll be honest here for a second or two and say that I’m so glad people...
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Anonymous asked: Is there anything that has occured this year that you do not understand?
Anonymous asked: five of your favorite books are:
Anonymous asked: which disney character reminds you most of yourself?
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The Sea and his Rhythm
I admired him as I did the sea; how his eyes would quiver and shake throughout the day: a torrent—a continual wake of happiness and misery that pulled in and out throughout the day. I admired the freckles—aligned like rocks jetting out against the smooth silky surface of his face; each rock surrounded by a series of others; juxtaposed next to light and dark in-between the calm of the...
Anonymous asked: Your smile is lovely...oh and enjoy your kindle ;)
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Anonymous asked: I wish you weren't gay, dammit.
I'm not going to lie I'm loving my Kindle
I’m able to subscribe to literary magazines hahaha and all those free classical books! <33333
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When I can’t write I get all flustered and pressured up and everything starts to irritate me.
Anonymous asked: Your bed looks like it needs another company...
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“…he felt like erasing the past, everything he had ever done. He wanted to...”
– The Wild Things, Dave Eggers
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“His thoughts, he knew, sometimes behaved like the scattering birds of his...”
– The Wild Things by Dave Eggers
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I don’t believe high standards is wanting someone who you can have an actual conversation with, not someone who simply laughs and dismisses everything you say as a little joke.
Nor do I consider myself to have high standards, just in the wrong place at the wrong times.
Plus with these smoking hot new underwear I can get any guy in the world. No I’m kidding, I’m actually just...
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Anonymous asked: Merry Christmas Cole! Have a good one xo
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My friends are total boosts to my already high...
<3
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No one should shop ever.
Or talk to me or call me on the phone or anything. Everyone should just stop doing anything.
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I've got to go into work tomorrow from 11:30 to...
Which isn’t too bad but I still don’t want to do it. But I’m also having a Christmas Party/Get together at my house tomorrow so that’s pretty rad.
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Insanity March
I want to see you take on the form of my true desire; to lay barren and abreast at the world around me: naked and frolicking in the fields of your fury, leaving myself open and spontaneous to the spectrum of the world—all glorious things that breathe in and out of the eloquent machine that is life. I want to see your skin for what is truly is: not hidden by the confines of this...
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When you seek out things mixed and matched in a thin layer of flour; sugar cookies laid flat out on the counter-top, hands covered in that thin white—hand print on your cheek. Are these things real or just fictional? Are they timeless representations of our eternal struggles or nothing but recognized fallacies in a world of confusion? Is anything real? Can anything ever be? I’d like to...
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Every time I see someone update their relationship...
Lesbians, Straight, Gay, they’re all hitching up and getting down.
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My friends are apparently trying to set me up with...
WOWZA.